Silece is a Virtue, that is made to be Broken

Hello all that choose to read this... My name is Aerin. I am one of Kazzie's friends and well. I guess I am breaking the silence. Why? Because Kazzie wants me to and I have to listen to Kazzie.........

You see. I am male. But that does not mean that I can't have been sexually assulted.... I was born in the middle east, and I was kept locked in a cage in my father's basement since I was 4. The first time I had been raped by him, I was 6. He and a friend of his decided not long after that that I could make them large amounts of money if the sold me out. Soon enough, I was chained to a hard metal table, and raped day in and day out until I was nearly 17.... I'm only 22 now and the experience has left me completely mentally unstable...

That, granted is only part of the things that they did to me.... But it was still too much. I'm not going in detail because all of those years.... It's just too much to express.... Anyways... That's enough of a silence breaker for me....

Sigh

Boring as life is, Kyra and I are getting along quite well... even our daily fake arguments are reducing to nothing. It's boring. He sleeps all day! Not that it really matters because him and I are on opposite schedules. I'm at school all day and sleep while he's at school at night. We are both looking forward to Saturday when we will finally be able to spend some real time together. I am doing well in school, though I still don't know what I want to major in... I'm testing a bunch of things.... Umm... I don't really know what else to say...

Um hi I guess...

My first post and the first insight into my mind and life. Well lets see... My name is Aerin. I am 22 and Kyra lies. He just turned 27 in February, but he never was one to know how old he is... Anyways.... Umm... I suffer from bipolar, depression, borderline, anxiety, paranoia, Post traumatic stress disorder and other things... Umm... I am really confused... I am blonde in almost every sense of the word... Umm... I am 5'11" and blonde hair with navy colored eyes. Uhh feel free to leave a comment or two....